read today's date.

So, what should I blog about today? Hmm..
Oh yeah! Happy birthday Allan Ng a.k.a Jack Jack of The Incredibles! Have a great one dude! Haha...

And what else besides that? Hmm..

Okay. I shall talk about my day so far. I woke up at around 7.30 am, with my mother constantly saying, "Joyce, if you don't wake up now, you're gonna be late for church. And no one is gonna replace you for worship leading..." But I just nodded and gave some response and went back to sleep. Until my dad came up and pulled me out of bed. Yeah. Literally pulled me. Haha. So I went to the bathroom, bathed, brushed my teeth, quickly combed my hair and rushed out of the house. (It was 8.20 am already, and church is starting at 8.30 am. And the worship leader just finished rise and shine. Haha.) And did I mentioned that I'm having a terrible sore throat?

Despite the haste, WE, as in my whole family, arrived church on time. Haha. Thank God. We went up, settled down a lil', and my dad started chairing the service. (Yeah, he's today's chairperson. That's why he pulled me out of bed. LALALA~). Anyways, I started leading the worship, and it was good. Thank You Jesus for leading the worship with me. :)

Then after that, around 11.15 am, Jess Minn came and picked my up from church to HQ. (I changed at church.) We, as in Jess Minn, Mandy, Yue Jia and I, waited downstairs and chatted. Soon, Chee Yong came. Few minutes later, Quek came, not in his proper attire. -.-"

Lol. Anyways, at around 11.45 am, I suggested if we wanna ring the doorbell. I tried to press the button, but lo, my arm is too short. (Because I'm so short.). Anyways, Jess Minn rang it, and said, "I did not ring the bell ar, Joyce did! JOYCE DID!" And I was like "hahahahahh". Then the sesame was opened. And we found out that our voice projection is actually so awesomely good that what we crapped downstairs can actually be heard upstairs. *WOW...* We went up, did what we're supposed to do, then we came back to earth. I mean, stepping on real solid ground. Not the solid CONCRETE. LAME~~ Then, we called our respective parents to come pick us up. 5 to 10 minutes later, my parents came. I bid my darlings goodbye.

In the car, my whole family was dicussing about where to go for lunch. But in the end, we decided that McD would be our lunch today. So we went to Megamall, then we ate. Then I saw Suexian, whom i waved at for 3 times and only responded after her mom told her of my presence. XD After lunch, I went to Popular to get some pens, my parents some stuff, and my brother went grabbing thing and ran to my dad asking if he can have it or not. And by the way, I met Lee Yee while going down the escalator. She was coming up and she called out," JOYCE! JOYCE! JOYCE!" And finally, I realised that she was calling after me, I turned, saw her, waved with a big smile. The kind of smile that you have when you are shocked, those that show all your teeth.

After the brief, brief Megamall lunch trip, I went home. So sorry peeps, I ffk-ed you guys for not going to the session. Anyways, I came home, had a cooling bath, and onlined. Until now. With my earphones plugged into my ears, listening to songs in my phone. Updating my blog, occasionally chatting with some dude/dudette, stalking people on facebook, haha.

Oh. Here they are, my parents are finally back from their haircut. And they brought my early dinner back! Lot 66 chicken rice that is. It was good! Haha. When it comes to food, I just get so excited. I know not why. No wonder my size. Haha. Well, I'm going to theory class later. And I have yet to touch my homework. =X I'm doomed.

Well, that's my day so far. And, I still cant get you off my head. Oh my goodness.

dream came true.

Today seems to be like a dream. As in a sweet dream. But it ain't just a dream. It's a dream came true. A dream that we had been longing all these years, actually came true. All praise to God. To Jesus :)

We practiced for 8 days, lo and behold, by God's grace, we finally got ourselves the ticket to the nationals, which is like so freaking soon. (NEXT WEEK!! ohmygodness) Well, not that I'm complaining, but it's so soon...

Lalala~ anyways, I love you guys. All of you :)

Conductor: Jocelyn Wong
Pianist: Jermaine Wong
Soprano: Hanim, Suexian, Joyce, Roxanne, Umi, Desiree, Zoe, Jia Ann.
Alto: Jess Minn, Yie Tyn, Meng Yee, Shar Min.
Bass: Firdaus, Christopher, Jian Kit, Wy Jun, Yugesh.

We rock. Don't we, loves? :)

A little prayer.

O Father Lord,
Why do i feel so burdened?
So burned out, so stressed out?
So depressed?

O Father Lord,
I want to hide in You.
I wish to be under Your wings.
Protected from the arrows of my foes.

O Father Lord,
I'm fearfully and wonderfully made,
this I know.
But the human nature in me
has made me despise myself.

O Father Lord,
Your guidance, I need.
Your mercy, I plead.
Teach me, I pray.

O Father Lord,
Thank You,
for being there always.
Even at my loneliest moments,
In this lonesome journey called "Life",
You're always there.
Your limosine called "Grace and Mercy",
Is always within my reach.
But you gave me the choice,
whether to call upon you.

O Father Lord,
Here I am,
seeking Your glorious face,
to clean up this mess,
deep inside,
within the yonder of darkness,
there
in my heart, mind and soul.

O Father Lord,
Fill it with Your light
once again.
And never let it fade away
unknowingly.

Thank You Father.
Thank You Lord.
Thank You my Saviour.
Thank You my bestest of the bestest friend.
For listening to me.
Pouring out my heart.
Letting me dial an S.O.S. to You.

Thank You. Thank You. Thank You.
I love you. Because You first loved me.

In Jesus' awesome name, I pray.
Amen.

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

♥ is an awesome shape! ♥♥

love y'all my buddies! :)
















and you.

i heart choir!

Yeah! SMK Alor Akar's choir is back! We're awesome :) Love y'all.

wipe!!

WIPE!! the piano. After a million years.

Yep. That's what I did just now. Is also something that my mother was telling me to do waaay before i actually did it. Haha.

Well, she has an awfully good reason behind it though. Haha. If you see my piano before I wiped it just now, and if I tell you that I just took my piano back from my old house, chances are, you might actually believe. LOL. This doesn't make sense at all. Haha.

Anyways, It's shiny, squeky clean now!! Yay!! :D

gladness

Wheee! Went for badminton just now. At semambu court. 6pm-8pm. Went with my Daniel The Cow Cheng, my dear sista Esther, mr. Quek, and also Melvin. It was really nice playing with all of you! Haha. Since I wasn't the hostess, I went late. Blah, no la. It was because I had chinese tuition at 伍老师's which ended at 5.45 pm, plus the after-work jam which caused my mom to pick me up at only around 6 plus. Though I was 45 minutes late, I still got to play. A lot. Haha.. Very glad that I got to sweat! Muahaha. I'm also very happy that my mom let me eat her awesome, awesome dinner! Chicken rice.. *ooh lala!* Haha. By the way, my GLEE mood is back! I'm starting to miss Finn, Rachel, PUCK!!!, Mercedes, Quinn, the gay guy (ohmygosh, i actually forgotten his name), Mr. Shuester, Sue Sylvester and many more.
THEY HAVE 19 NOMINATIONS! :D haha. Love them. Anyways, I'm happy. :) haha!

Gladly love y'all,
Joyce =)

a typical post of a fat girl

LOL. I seriously gotta lose some freakin' weight la. You know why? Because I'm fat. So, so, so fat. As if my body is made up of nothing else but fats. First, it's the "cute" double chin. Then, it's the big and flabby tummy. After that, it's the arm that wobbles when I wave. Followed by the huge, thick thighs and the large sized calves. Oh yeah, And the fat face. That makes everyone feel like pinching it, or rather, squeeze the fat out of it. They say that this, is cute, chubby, and not fat. For goodness sake la, I know the meaning behind that la. Lol



So, here I am, asking everyone, how can I lose weight. I have to because I'm gonna be onstage sometime soon, and I don't want to be the big blotch of fat occupying the whole space. -.-

So, I have had make a decision. From now on, I'm not gonna eat my lunch after school. And I'm just gonna eat a teeny weeny bit for dinner. And I'm gonna stop eating anything except liquid food a few days before I go onstage. Oh yeah, not forgetting the MUCH, MUCH sit-ups exercise.

Okay. Desicion made is FINAL. Yes! I'm gonna do it! Joyce Ang Sze Jie lose weight! I can make unsolidity into pure hard solidity. Yeah. That's the day, uh huh uh huh, I love it, uh huh uh huh!

justice?

I'm speechless. Ess-pee--ee-ee-cee-hedge-elle-ee-ess-ess. Ohmygosh. WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU? How would I know, right? You said that you want it fair. Long time ago, you said that we're gonna get it. You were so sure. What about now? What had you decided on? What had you done? You gave it away. Gave it to some people. You said that we had had enough already. You took pity on them. You said we should let it away. You said that things would be much fairer this way. Is it? IS IT? Nope. You want to be fair to them, on the other hand, are you playing it fair with us? Nope. You said that we shouldn't complain. we have enough already. What on earth are you talking about? Do they deserve it? Did they sacifice like we do? Did they do things the way we do it? Why you did that? I don't know. You're just crazy.

But you know what? We're gonna correct this wrong. We're gonna redo it. We have our good reasons. We're gonna win this.

Look who's gonna laugh in the end.




It seems that I'm not that speechless after all.

piano exam.

Finally. Yeah, finally, my long-awaited piano exam. Well, it wasn't as bad as I had expected, but still, it's not that good. So, I wanna thank everyone that had been walking with me through this exam, thank you people.

Lots of love,
Joyce