Wednesday, October 28, 2009

...tears...

Tears.
What do they mean?
Sadness?
Happiness?
Love?
Hopelessness?
Proudness?
Loss?
Victory?
Relief?
Most people think that they are symbol of sadness.
When it can actually mean so many things other than that.
Crying.
Something you do when you are upset?
Or is it vice versa?
It is a verb.
Just a verb.
Neutral.
It means NOTHING.
But why do people think that it's not good?
Yeah.. laughter is the medicine.
But when we laugh too much,
there's tears too.
That's crying too..
Hiding.
Why do people hide their tears?
Is it a shame to cry?
Do we hide our tears when we cry as a child?
No.
No one.
Not a person do that.
People hide their tears because they..
feel weak when they cry,
want to look as if they don't care about somethings,
hide their feelings,
pretend to be strong.
Why do we want to stop our feelings from flowing?
Imagine a pipe with water flowing through it.
Imagine that you are must stop the water from flowing.
You stop the water by closing the outlet.
Nothing happen for a while.
But after sometime,
the pipe break off from the tap.
So,
If you try to control your tears,
something bad may happen to you.
Depression maybe?
I don't know.
sorry people. joyec crapping yet again.
LoL!

Monday, October 19, 2009

orang gila crapping

TRANSMISSION BEGINS.

JOYCE LIKES HIM.
JOYCE DONT WANT TO LIKE HIM.
JOYCE IS TEPUK-ING SEBELAH TANGAN.
JOYCE DONT WANT TO DO THAT.
JOYCE IS GOING MAD.
JOYCE IS ALWAYS MAD.
WHY IS JOYCE LIKE THAT?
JOYCE IS NOT MADE TO BE LIKE THAT.
JOYCE CANNOT BE LIKE THAT.
GOD MAKE A JOYFUL JOYCE.
JOYCE IS CRAPPING.
SHE ALWAYS IS.
JOYCE = ORANG GILA.
THAT'S WHY JOYCE LIKES HIM.
JOYCE ANG SZE JIE.
JOYCE ANG SZE JIE.
JOYCE ANGSZE JIE
JOYCEAN GSZE JIE
JOYCE ANGSZEJIE.
JOYCEANGSZEJIEJOYCEANGSZEJIEJOYCEANGSZEJIEJOYCEANGSZEJIEJOYCEANGSZEJIE.

JOYCE SAYS SORRY FOR BEING INTIMIDATING OR ANNOYING.
SORRY. MAAF. DUI BU QI.
BYES.

TRANSMISSION ENDS.

sudah sah i'm orang gila.

blu blu

Hmm...actually ku dah kena tag very long dah...and i'm doing it now. LoL!

1. What have you been doing recently?
--hmm...practically nothing.

2. Do you ever turn your handphone off?
--only when my phone battery dies out.

3. What happened at 10am today?
--was at school. And the noob host just turned up. XD *no offence*

4. When did you last cry?
-- God knows when.

5. Believe in Fate/Destiny?
--yep. of course i do.

6. What do you want in life now?
--get REALLY close to God. and to be more normal.

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or put up your hood?
--just go under the rain..

8. What's your favourite thing to do in bed?
--lie around and sleep. or maybe read or just do nothing. whateva...

9. What bottoms are you wearing now?
--um...tom girls shorts and panty. LOL!!

10. What are the nicest things in your inbox?
--messages from my crush.

11. Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
--hmm...i sorta always do that xP

12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
--nope.

13. What was the last movie you caught?
--i can't remember...that was like AGES ago...

14. What are you proud of?
--i'm proud to be God's child. and being a aprt of my family (:D)

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say and who is it from?
--nooneonearthwouldrememberthat.

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
--um...a song. *lame*

17. Do you have any nicknames?
-- toomuch..uncountable.

18. What does the newest text message say and who is it from?
-- *sticking out my tongue and squeez my eyes closed*

19. What time did you sleep last night?
-- some time after 12 am. maybe around 1 am.

20. Are you currently happy?
-- think so..

21. Who gives you the best advice?
-- my Papa in heaven =)

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
-- hmm...i can try that.

23. Who did you talked to on the phone last night?
-- no one. just texted a lot.

24. Is something bugging you right now?
-- so far, nope.

25. Who is the last person to make you laugh?
-- haha... my ma. and her blur-ness xD *jahatnye...*

26. Do you like yourself?
-- most of the time yes.

27. You want $5 or $10?
-- ($5 x $10)1000000000000000000000000000000000

28. Do you think you are stupid sometimes?
--yep. i mean, who wouldn't??

29. Who is your best best best friend?
-- God.

30. What will you do if you like that boy?
-- do nothing much and try very, very hard to not to show it. failed a lot on that though...

31. Who are your favourite stars?
-- stars that come out of nebulae..

32. You hate your mother sometimes in some ways?
-- idunwanatalkaboutit.

33. Do you had even stead before?
-- what does that supposed to mean?? LoL.

34. What type of boy do you like?
-- i choose to shut up. =x

35. Now are you single/attached?
-- i'm single. but i'm always attached to God.

Pass this tag to 10 people!
1. JessMinn
2. Suexian
3. Yietyn
4. SharMin
5. Esther
6. Daniel Cheng
7. Mandy
8. MarcusDS
9. Adibah
10. Mengwey

1. Would you date number 5?
-- who wouldn't wanna hangout with a sista-friend?

2. Number 2 just got in a car crash. How do you react?
-- get shocked and keep on interceding for her until she gets well.

3. You see number 9 with your boy/girlfriend. What do you do?
--slap her and stay away from her. and, leave that bastard guy unless there are logical explaination.

4. You come home and and your room has been ransacked by number 4.
-- claim my stuff back from her and lock my room.

5. Number 1 is acting weird.
-- both of us are.. betul? mad people. XD

6. Numbers 3 & 8 decide to give 10 a haircut.
-- do yietyn and marcus know each other? and OH MY GOSH!!! RUN AWAY MENG WEY XD

7. Number 7 just got tickets for him/her and you to go to a concert.
-- how sweet of her to do that...

8. Number 10 takes you to a bar.
-- wow... unbelievable...

9. Number 4 has to move to the other side of the world.
-- ohh. are you going to London?

10. You and number 8 are being chased by the cops for an unknown reason.
-- are they chasing us for Christ?

11. Number 7 and you are sitting on the couch watching a movie when he/her wrap his/her arm around you.
-- THAT WOULDN'T HAPPEN!!!!!!!!

12. Number 5 asks you out to dinner.
-- thanks alot sis =)

13. Number 9 and you are sitting on a bus.
-- we're going to kinokuniya to grab LOADS of books (:D)

14. Number 6 calls you in the middle of the night because he/she can't sleep.
-- ohh...whasupp?? dun disturb me now. ku nak tidur. bye. sleep early.

15. You're walking with someone and number 6 runs up and tackles you to the ground from behind.
-- OMG...dun crush me into bits!!

16. Number 1 is crying one day and you ask him/her why and it seems their boy/girlfriend has dumped them.
-- he's a jerk. there're lots of other guys for a beautiful girl like you.

17. Number 2 offers to bake you a meal. As you sit in the other room, the kitchen is suddenly aflame.
-- ohh... can she cook??

18. Number 4 comes to your door one day holding a koala.
-- of course she wouldn't tell me that she went to Australia.

19. Number 4 just got you an X-Box.
-- what is that??

20. Number 9 challenges you to a children's card game!
-- LoL!

21. Number 1 thinks he/she's overweight.
-- she must be crazy! IF she's overweight, then i'm SUPER OBESE!!!

22. Number 7 looks lonely.
-- i shall teman her. if she wants to.

23. Number 2 asks you rudely to go leave her/him alone.
-- i shall leave her alone first.

24. Numbers 5 and 3 decide to throw a surprise party for you.
-- hmm... number 5? maybe... but i dun think both of them know each other.

25. Number 6 decide to dye his/her hair black. What do you say to that?
-- isn't your hair black now? why waste then money...?

26. Number 7 tells you he/she is going to go out for a while, and then later you hear about a shooting where he/she went.
-- she's sooo slim that a bullet wouldn't hit her.

27. You catch number 9 by him/herself, crying.
-- what did zakwan did to her?

28. Numbers 1, 3, 5 and 6 all tackle you at once. Is it possible?
-- that wouldn't POSSIBLY happen. but.. who knows? XD




Saturday, October 10, 2009

Famous Failures

Yep. I know PMR isn't over yet. But my mom stumbled over thsi video in YouTube and shared it with me. It is really, really inspiring. Some parts in this video us also quite shocking *in a good way*. So there you go...
Famous Failures...

It's very inspiring isn't it? If we never failed, we never lived.