gladness

Wheee! Went for badminton just now. At semambu court. 6pm-8pm. Went with my Daniel The Cow Cheng, my dear sista Esther, mr. Quek, and also Melvin. It was really nice playing with all of you! Haha. Since I wasn't the hostess, I went late. Blah, no la. It was because I had chinese tuition at 伍老师's which ended at 5.45 pm, plus the after-work jam which caused my mom to pick me up at only around 6 plus. Though I was 45 minutes late, I still got to play. A lot. Haha.. Very glad that I got to sweat! Muahaha. I'm also very happy that my mom let me eat her awesome, awesome dinner! Chicken rice.. *ooh lala!* Haha. By the way, my GLEE mood is back! I'm starting to miss Finn, Rachel, PUCK!!!, Mercedes, Quinn, the gay guy (ohmygosh, i actually forgotten his name), Mr. Shuester, Sue Sylvester and many more.
THEY HAVE 19 NOMINATIONS! :D haha. Love them. Anyways, I'm happy. :) haha!

Gladly love y'all,
Joyce =)

a typical post of a fat girl

LOL. I seriously gotta lose some freakin' weight la. You know why? Because I'm fat. So, so, so fat. As if my body is made up of nothing else but fats. First, it's the "cute" double chin. Then, it's the big and flabby tummy. After that, it's the arm that wobbles when I wave. Followed by the huge, thick thighs and the large sized calves. Oh yeah, And the fat face. That makes everyone feel like pinching it, or rather, squeeze the fat out of it. They say that this, is cute, chubby, and not fat. For goodness sake la, I know the meaning behind that la. Lol



So, here I am, asking everyone, how can I lose weight. I have to because I'm gonna be onstage sometime soon, and I don't want to be the big blotch of fat occupying the whole space. -.-

So, I have had make a decision. From now on, I'm not gonna eat my lunch after school. And I'm just gonna eat a teeny weeny bit for dinner. And I'm gonna stop eating anything except liquid food a few days before I go onstage. Oh yeah, not forgetting the MUCH, MUCH sit-ups exercise.

Okay. Desicion made is FINAL. Yes! I'm gonna do it! Joyce Ang Sze Jie lose weight! I can make unsolidity into pure hard solidity. Yeah. That's the day, uh huh uh huh, I love it, uh huh uh huh!

justice?

I'm speechless. Ess-pee--ee-ee-cee-hedge-elle-ee-ess-ess. Ohmygosh. WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU? How would I know, right? You said that you want it fair. Long time ago, you said that we're gonna get it. You were so sure. What about now? What had you decided on? What had you done? You gave it away. Gave it to some people. You said that we had had enough already. You took pity on them. You said we should let it away. You said that things would be much fairer this way. Is it? IS IT? Nope. You want to be fair to them, on the other hand, are you playing it fair with us? Nope. You said that we shouldn't complain. we have enough already. What on earth are you talking about? Do they deserve it? Did they sacifice like we do? Did they do things the way we do it? Why you did that? I don't know. You're just crazy.

But you know what? We're gonna correct this wrong. We're gonna redo it. We have our good reasons. We're gonna win this.

Look who's gonna laugh in the end.




It seems that I'm not that speechless after all.

piano exam.

Finally. Yeah, finally, my long-awaited piano exam. Well, it wasn't as bad as I had expected, but still, it's not that good. So, I wanna thank everyone that had been walking with me through this exam, thank you people.

Lots of love,
Joyce

me lifey

Wokay. Here i am again. It has been a long, long time since i had updated my bloggie, I was kind of demotivated already, but somehow, after reading some friends' blogs, I think i should at least update a little. muahaha.. *Oops*

So, what am I gonna talk about? I wonder. My laptop (or rather, my modem) is slow at uploading pictures. That's the reason there isn't much IdontthinkIevenhave pictures in here. Lol. Anyways, the school reopened today, after two weeks of holidays. And I've got to admit, I MISS THE HOLIDAYS!! I miss hanging out with the dudes and dudettes, I miss St. John-ing, I miss playing badminton with my new-found friends through training, I miss the trainings, I miss the life that the holidays gave me, I even miss the competition. Ohmygosh, these flash backs really do make me cry. *sniffs sniffs*

But, life has return. SCHOOL life has return. This is just sad, sad, sad. We have to face the reality of homeworks, more homeworks, and worst of all, our mid-year exam results. Crappy, if you ask me. But at least, i had passed my addmaths! *beams* and please people, don't laugh at this.. It really do mean a lot to me. Blah, blah, blah. Anyways, my results aren't THAT bad, at least for now. I really, really, earnestly hope I kind do as well in my other subjects too, especially my physics, chemistry and BIOLOGY. Bio is a real killer subject mann.. But still, I know that God was, and still is with me. I'm sure He's gonna shower me with His AWESOME, AWESOME blessings! teehee~

Oops, it's getting late now, I gotta leave here before SOMEONE comes after me. If you get what I mean. Haha! So long dear bloggie, until I see thou again. *salutes* till then, I'll work hard, with prayers and God's blessings as supplements. God bless you!

With much love,
joycee :)

thanks :)

I thank you Jesus for being my Lord, my best friend, my Saviour, my brother, my EVERYTHING. Yeah. Jesus is my everything.

Thank you!! love you!!

shepherd

It'd been a very long time since I updated this blog. It's half-dead. xP Almost everyone i know have hectic schedules, and still, they have the time to update their respective blogs. Sometimes i wonder where they got all those time, I want to get some too... *pouts*

Well anyways, despite of all the tiredness, I'm very assured that God's walking along with me in this (exhausting) journey of my life. God is like our shepherd. Through thick and thin, he is with us. When we're down, He's with us. When we're feeling great, (often we forget that) He's with us too! He always wants the best for us. Let's look at the passage below :--

Psalms 23

1 The LORD is my shepherd;

I shall not want.

2 He makes me to lie down in green pastures;

He leads me besides the still waters.

3 He restores my soul;

He leads me in the paths of righteousness

For His name's sake.

4 Yea, though i walk through the valley of the shadow of death,

I will fear no evil;

For You are with me;

Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me.

5 You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies;

You anoint my head with oil;

My cup runs over.

6 Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me

All the days of my life;

And i will dwell in the house of the LORD forever.

So, with Him around, there's nothing else that I desire. He always want the best for us, He wants it so badly that He let His Son suffer all the pain, all the shame, on that cross. And He knows that we're gonna do wrong stuff sometimes, He's gonna lead us, guide us, to be righteous. THOUGH I WALK THROUGH DANGER/DEATH/SADNESS/SIN/WHATEVER-YOU-CALL-HORRIBLE, I SHALL FEAR NO EVIL, BECAUSE HE IS WITH ME!!! He always bless us, even when we're in trouble, He blesses us till we OVERFLOW. Guaranteed, goodness and mercy will follow us (or in the real text, CHASE AFTER US!!) when we dwell in God's house (love) forever.

That's why I looooove Him so much. He provides, protects, loves, blesses, comforts, teaches, guides, walks with us, sacrifices, leads. He make everything complete. That's why despite all things, I still feel great! :)

We are not super people. We are vulnerable. That's why we are called sheep. Sheep have nothing to protect them but their shepherd. God is our shepherd and so we shall trust in Him. No matter what. He is almighty, omnipresent, all-knowing.

Thank You Lord for being my shepherd. Amen. :D

p/s this post is rather unorganised. I hope that you wouldn't mind me. hehe :)

God bless you :) xoxo