justice?

I'm speechless. Ess-pee--ee-ee-cee-hedge-elle-ee-ess-ess. Ohmygosh. WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU? How would I know, right? You said that you want it fair. Long time ago, you said that we're gonna get it. You were so sure. What about now? What had you decided on? What had you done? You gave it away. Gave it to some people. You said that we had had enough already. You took pity on them. You said we should let it away. You said that things would be much fairer this way. Is it? IS IT? Nope. You want to be fair to them, on the other hand, are you playing it fair with us? Nope. You said that we shouldn't complain. we have enough already. What on earth are you talking about? Do they deserve it? Did they sacifice like we do? Did they do things the way we do it? Why you did that? I don't know. You're just crazy.

But you know what? We're gonna correct this wrong. We're gonna redo it. We have our good reasons. We're gonna win this.

Look who's gonna laugh in the end.




It seems that I'm not that speechless after all.

piano exam.

Finally. Yeah, finally, my long-awaited piano exam. Well, it wasn't as bad as I had expected, but still, it's not that good. So, I wanna thank everyone that had been walking with me through this exam, thank you people.

Lots of love,
Joyce

me lifey

Wokay. Here i am again. It has been a long, long time since i had updated my bloggie, I was kind of demotivated already, but somehow, after reading some friends' blogs, I think i should at least update a little. muahaha.. *Oops*

So, what am I gonna talk about? I wonder. My laptop (or rather, my modem) is slow at uploading pictures. That's the reason there isn't much IdontthinkIevenhave pictures in here. Lol. Anyways, the school reopened today, after two weeks of holidays. And I've got to admit, I MISS THE HOLIDAYS!! I miss hanging out with the dudes and dudettes, I miss St. John-ing, I miss playing badminton with my new-found friends through training, I miss the trainings, I miss the life that the holidays gave me, I even miss the competition. Ohmygosh, these flash backs really do make me cry. *sniffs sniffs*

But, life has return. SCHOOL life has return. This is just sad, sad, sad. We have to face the reality of homeworks, more homeworks, and worst of all, our mid-year exam results. Crappy, if you ask me. But at least, i had passed my addmaths! *beams* and please people, don't laugh at this.. It really do mean a lot to me. Blah, blah, blah. Anyways, my results aren't THAT bad, at least for now. I really, really, earnestly hope I kind do as well in my other subjects too, especially my physics, chemistry and BIOLOGY. Bio is a real killer subject mann.. But still, I know that God was, and still is with me. I'm sure He's gonna shower me with His AWESOME, AWESOME blessings! teehee~

Oops, it's getting late now, I gotta leave here before SOMEONE comes after me. If you get what I mean. Haha! So long dear bloggie, until I see thou again. *salutes* till then, I'll work hard, with prayers and God's blessings as supplements. God bless you!

With much love,
joycee :)

thanks :)

I thank you Jesus for being my Lord, my best friend, my Saviour, my brother, my EVERYTHING. Yeah. Jesus is my everything.

Thank you!! love you!!

shepherd

It'd been a very long time since I updated this blog. It's half-dead. xP Almost everyone i know have hectic schedules, and still, they have the time to update their respective blogs. Sometimes i wonder where they got all those time, I want to get some too... *pouts*

Well anyways, despite of all the tiredness, I'm very assured that God's walking along with me in this (exhausting) journey of my life. God is like our shepherd. Through thick and thin, he is with us. When we're down, He's with us. When we're feeling great, (often we forget that) He's with us too! He always wants the best for us. Let's look at the passage below :--

Psalms 23

1 The LORD is my shepherd;

I shall not want.

2 He makes me to lie down in green pastures;

He leads me besides the still waters.

3 He restores my soul;

He leads me in the paths of righteousness

For His name's sake.

4 Yea, though i walk through the valley of the shadow of death,

I will fear no evil;

For You are with me;

Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me.

5 You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies;

You anoint my head with oil;

My cup runs over.

6 Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me

All the days of my life;

And i will dwell in the house of the LORD forever.

So, with Him around, there's nothing else that I desire. He always want the best for us, He wants it so badly that He let His Son suffer all the pain, all the shame, on that cross. And He knows that we're gonna do wrong stuff sometimes, He's gonna lead us, guide us, to be righteous. THOUGH I WALK THROUGH DANGER/DEATH/SADNESS/SIN/WHATEVER-YOU-CALL-HORRIBLE, I SHALL FEAR NO EVIL, BECAUSE HE IS WITH ME!!! He always bless us, even when we're in trouble, He blesses us till we OVERFLOW. Guaranteed, goodness and mercy will follow us (or in the real text, CHASE AFTER US!!) when we dwell in God's house (love) forever.

That's why I looooove Him so much. He provides, protects, loves, blesses, comforts, teaches, guides, walks with us, sacrifices, leads. He make everything complete. That's why despite all things, I still feel great! :)

We are not super people. We are vulnerable. That's why we are called sheep. Sheep have nothing to protect them but their shepherd. God is our shepherd and so we shall trust in Him. No matter what. He is almighty, omnipresent, all-knowing.

Thank You Lord for being my shepherd. Amen. :D

p/s this post is rather unorganised. I hope that you wouldn't mind me. hehe :)

God bless you :) xoxo

make me

make me melt,

make me happy,

make me cry,

make me feel useful.

You always do that to me. Love you so much.

I don't know if it's for real, but at least...

I LIKE YOU.

the L word

I wonder what word is that.

i magine the always-appear-strong joyce falling in that word and sometimes ss bout that.

darn.











i really really wana scream out *that* word.